Friday, November 20, 2015

No Regrets

Can I say something?

University life sucks.

It hasn't even been half a year yet and a part of me is already regretting this path that I chose. I clearly don't enjoy learning how to teach, because it's just not in me. Not everyone can teach people, and I'm included in that category. I admit that once, I used to want to become a teacher, but then again, that was when the occupations that I know consisted of teachers, polices, doctors and artistes. Now that I'm old enough to think rationally, I don't think I'll make a good teacher. Maybe not ever.

Life is now full of presentations, micro-teachings, tests and handling events. I know that whatever course that I choose would definitely result in these, but if only I love what I am learning. Maybe I'm taking things for granted, but I wish I can just flee and do something else that I enjoy doing.


Well, there's absolutely no use in regretting what has been done. People say, things happen for a reason. Despite my reluctance in learning all these things about curriculum and teachings, I still found a few little things that makes me happy. Friends and experience.

Recently, I learned that a classmate of mine turns out to be one of my close online friends, back when my blog was still "cremehearts". It's Leo, a.k.a the only Hyukjae lover that I'm close with ♡ ♡ ♡ I know her as Nick now though. This news was one of the greatest thing that had happened to me (my life had been very stressful lately). I'm so happy that I actually met her, we haven't chatted in a long time. And she's just so so so cool and adorable at the same time. I envy her legs (hahah) and her skills in dancing. She's just amazing. 

To Nick, if you ever read this, beware of me. I tend to be very clingy and extra sweet to the people that I'm really fond of. You have been warned. Hahahahahahaha just kidding. Stay happy, Nick bb (。╯ᴗ╰)〜♡


And yeah, apart from meeting Nick, and getting closer with my classmates because of the event we're handling together, nothing much is happening lately. I still haven't updated my stories, which is very upsetting, but I really don't have time to do so. But a few weeks ago, I opened a graphic shop on What do you think of these posters that I've made? Which one is your favourite?


Till next time ♡ Love, Humaira


  1. all of the posters are awesome and i envy your creativity skill ;_; i think i'm so in love with all posters that have gif or animation in them
    can u please teach me how to be creative like u hahah ;___;

  2. @Nabila Syifa:

    Yes, I may seem like I'm complaining a lot, and truthfully, I do feel a little regret, but things already happened. There's nothing that I can do now to change things, so what's the use of regretting?

  3. @syasandeul:

    Thank you dear ♡ ♡ ♡
    Noooo don't envy me, I still have a long way to become good in this.
    I can't teach you how to be creative, because everyone has their own creativity
    All I can do is maybe make a tutorial on how to make posters with animation in it ^^
    Just state so if you want it ♡

  4. yes please do! haha

    how did you managed to put them in certain shape like the one in the poster of "i never liked you, i loved you"? really wanna know that hehe^^

    but if you're busy then it's ok! :D

  5. @syasandeul:

    Ah that one. It's a bit tricky for me, but sure, I'll try to make a tutorial for it when I'm free :)

  6. hehe
    couldnt agree more on uni life sucks!

  7. HUMAIRAAAAAA omgggg those posters are killing ;-; can u make one for me? ._.

  8. @Aqilah Azmi:

    Yes haha I seriously can't wait for the semester break to come

  9. @zaatira zainuddin:

    Awh hahahaha thank you zaa! Sure, but I got like 17 pending requests. You can always email me your request though, I'll do it when I have time

  10. maybe you should go and take a degree on something related with design because your posters are damn good.

  11. @nurul rasya:

    Thank youuuuuuuu ♡
    Yes, I am aiming to get a degree on graphic design, I really hope I can. Thanks for the encouragement!