Can I say something?

University life sucks.

It hasn't even been half a year yet and a part of me is already regretting this path that I chose. I clearly don't enjoy learning how to teach, because it's just not in me. Not everyone can teach people, and I'm included in that category. I admit that once, I used to want to become a teacher, but then again, that was when the occupations that I know consisted of teachers, polices, doctors and artistes. Now that I'm old enough to think rationally, I don't think I'll make a good teacher. Maybe not ever.

Life is now full of presentations, micro-teachings, tests and handling events. I know that whatever course that I choose would definitely result in these, but if only I love what I am learning. Maybe I'm taking things for granted, but I wish I can just flee and do something else that I enjoy doing.


Well, there's absolutely no use in regretting what has been done. People say, things happen for a reason. Despite my reluctance in learning all these things about curriculum and teachings, I still found a few little things that makes me happy. Friends and experience.

Recently, I learned that a classmate of mine turns out to be one of my close online friends, back when my blog was still "cremehearts". It's Leo, a.k.a the only Hyukjae lover that I'm close with ♡ ♡ ♡ I know her as Nick now though. This news was one of the greatest thing that had happened to me (my life had been very stressful lately). I'm so happy that I actually met her, we haven't chatted in a long time. And she's just so so so cool and adorable at the same time. I envy her legs (hahah) and her skills in dancing. She's just amazing. 

To Nick, if you ever read this, beware of me. I tend to be very clingy and extra sweet to the people that I'm really fond of. You have been warned. Hahahahahahaha just kidding. Stay happy, Nick bb (。╯ᴗ╰)〜♡


And yeah, apart from meeting Nick, and getting closer with my classmates because of the event we're handling together, nothing much is happening lately. I still haven't updated my stories, which is very upsetting, but I really don't have time to do so. But a few weeks ago, I opened a graphic shop on What do you think of these posters that I've made? Which one is your favourite?


Till next time ♡ Love, Humaira